October 17 2018

Nearly a year since I stupidly put Rescue down, If I had it to do over would never do it.

My blood pressure has shot back up again, thought we had it down to normal , got to go thru another test trial again. I had a scan today and the day was totally a waste of time. it is my head and neck that was injured and the cause of the blood pressure being so high.

How can you just keep on going and never exist. They see an old lady , and then they see nothing. Hey you I am here and I know me better than you bunch of nothings do. I live inside,
if not for a trip coming up I would take a trip and not come back. sell the house and all my nothing collections.

Love my children and families. all are great people.

When my time is over and the last day is done , I want to be scattered over an area to feed the forest , flowers and life.

Angels are my guardians and they have kept me alive since I was thrown in the fireplace as a small child.

on Wednesday morning at 345 am I was party to killing an animal , who the vet said was too sick too heal.
He had an ear ache , when you look at his last photos. you see he was not blind. deaf maybe in one ear, and had a rough life . Had been gaining weight and was hopefully ready to make it to 20 years.

I was told he had a stroke, but looking back he had a ear ache and it was making him nuts. too my mind a stroke you cannot walk , he walked in circles trying to stop the pain. I am suffering so bad I wish I could be with him and Rose and Jones.

RESUCE CAT

MAY 20 TH 2017 TO NOV 15 2017 , UNTIMELY DEATH.  WILL MISS YOU RESCUE CAT WHOM I FOUND ON MY WELCOME MAT AND WAS A FRIEND OF JONESY.

so let me see , today is July 3 2017, my life has changed since the last post.
No more meds , except thyroid tablet.
My life is so much healthier than it has been since I was a teen.
Mercury from my fillings , was removed , no more allergies , except meds. LOL
Still miss my Rose and JJ and Sam is still a pest.

New pet showed up on door step about a month ago. bones and skin and a big water bubble on his head. He is recovering really well and I think he must have been put in a cage , and when he still survived , they put him on the road. gaining weight and hardly any more fleas. He is Beginning to explore the outside and house other than my kitchen counter.

SEEMS LIKE THE SQUIRREL OF ATTACK MODE ON TIME. TO WAKE ME UP.

 NEXT PICTURE A LOVELY SERIES THAT TAKE S MY MIND OFF OF EVERYDAY THINGS AND MAKES ME LOVE JAZZ MUSIC, AINT MISBEHAVING !!!!LOL

LOST IS LALA LAND. SWEAR AT TIMES I THINK THIS IS REALLY WHAT IS IN MY BACK YARD. HIDDEN UNDER ALL THE UNDERGROWTH. WOULD LOVE TO SHARE THE STORIES OF B POTTER WHEN SHE SAW SOMETHING LIKE THESE IN HER STORIES.

TIME TO POST ANOTHER LOST MIND DAY. BLOOD PRESSURE OUT OF CONTROL AND ERIC NOT RESPONDING TO POST. GOT TO SEND SUE AND CLYDE THEIR CHRISTMAS PRESENTS.
LOVE TO ALL WHO ARE WONDERING WHAT IS TO COME AND WHAT HAS BEEN AND WOULD YOU LIVE YOUR LIVE OVER. NO NO NO  LOST IN TIME

SINCE NO ONE READS THIS , I AM GOING TO WRITE. A LITTLE RAGE.

We have had bad Presidents for years. Our country is on the brink of becoming just another country.
We have destroyed our way of life. Abortion is rampant . Murder is out of control. People are so political correct. the governments of other countries ban our people and we are supposed to bring in the militants that have started riots, raped people, burned down churches. and although no weapons in pictures , they have them waiting for them. San Bernadino Ca . and what does the Gov. of California ,he bans guns, who owns the guns,the people that want to control this country . Who cuts off the heads of people and a 10 year old child walks around with it , the head, like a ball.

This is not the country I want to live in.the world has become as bad as the Middle Ages.
Aids has infected the army as they spread their rapes and murders. Maybe this is how the plague started in the Middle Ages ,

Why can we not use the Constitution of our present , past, for our future.

All lives matter. and to see this bunch of paid thugs , burning and killing here in the states is too much. They are paid  protestors. MLK would not want them in his marches, Yes I lived thru that part of out history. The killing of a President , his brother , and MLK . bad times, seem nothing compared to the world that is being taken over .

Redoing my computer to a higher deal and checking to see what this and that will work, password for  Facebook only thing so far.

this month will be over soon. I hope July was great ,because Eric was here, bad  because of my meds screwing me up.

Got my bedroom almost finished and working on the moulding in closet.